MidnightSun121

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Just a Warning by MidnightSun121, literature

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Just a Warning

since when did being a teenager become a burden and not a long awaited dream come true? why did no one tell us of these obstacles we'd have to deal with with society always nagging in the back of our minds whispering it's so- called definition of a perfect young adult with the pressures of the world of our future being forced upon us with the many dilemmas we don't want to face dilemmas we can't face because we're afraid to see the outcome with the indescribable pain of being stabbed in the heart by someone you trusted with all your soul and being with the terrifying monsters that aren't under our bed or in the stories we were told as

Human Marks are Often Scars by MidnightSun121, literature

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Human Marks are Often Scars

its funny how were all here forcing laughs and faking smiles to cover up the never healing endless scars left on our souls open wounds left by trusted friends lovers and family because most of the time the marks human kind creates are often scars its even funnier how people believe the acts we put on so easily because we dont need to actually be happy for people to fall for the facade they see i guess the world is just doesnt notice that we all need to be fixed huh?

Solution by MidnightSun121, literature

The Hunger Games, Rue's Interview by MidnightSun121, literature

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The Hunger Games, Rue's Interview

My hands, sweating and shaking, nervously toy with the fabric of my dress as the boy from District 10 talks to Ceasar Flickerman. The famous interviewer, who knows the best ways to entertain the audience, seems to be a great person, even though he's from the Capitol. But Ceasar isn't who I'm worried about; it's the interview itself. What I say, what I do, how I look, it'll all make an impression on the Capitol people, the people I have to depend on for the next couple weeks. My life, and my district, depends on this three minute interview; the pressure's on. To distract myself, I rub my dress between my fingers, feeling the soft fabri

Alone by MidnightSun121, literature

'I'm Fine, I'm Okay' by MidnightSun121, literature

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'I'm Fine, I'm Okay'

but what hurts most is when you lie to yourself everyday saying 'im fine, im okay' while wiping the unwanted stray tears away and then that unexpected wave of pain just smacks you down from feeling alright and managing and keeping all the pain in that deep dark ignored part of your mind it knocks all the air from your lungs leaving you gasping and helpless because the barriers you surrounded your mind with that isolated the feelings you were scared to touch in a far far away place had finally tumbled down the distractions you used to divert your attention werent enough this time the music wasnt loud enough to cover the sil

Weakness by MidnightSun121, literature

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Weakness

she tries to keep it together tries so hard to push away the pain and brush away the tears so quickly youd never even realize they were there she tries to be the strong one the one who smiles through it all making it through everything with her head held high showing no weakness, no fear but she's afraid in the middle of the night when she's alone and those silent tears stream one by one down her face soaking her pillow… she's terrified when the pain controls her overpowers her to the point where there's nothing to do but cry until the pain subsides she's petrified because the throbbing she took so much time to bury inside is slowl

I Love You, But... by MidnightSun121, literature

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I Love You, But...

i love you but you're better off without me and deep down you know it's true you know that were the right people who were stuck with the wrong timing sounds just like our luck right? but the question is could i could we withstand being away from one another even when we know its for our own good that doing it would tear away the stressful worried complicated parts of our use-to-be-simple lives and we'd be happy but heartbroken better off but alone independent but missing the blemishes of the other person that you felt were the only thing that ironically made them perfect it'd be killing me but i

Opposites by MidnightSun121, literature

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Opposites

we are each others' weaknesses yet what makes one another stronger we are what one another live for yet what we'd die without we are complete opposites yet attract as if we are meant to be. we are young and reckless yet love has no age limit we are both flawed yet together we are perfect the time together seems short yet the memories the laughs the jokes we have and the look in our eyes that we share tells a different story

I Used To by MidnightSun121, literature

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Tears by MidnightSun121, literature

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Tears

Vision blurred From all the tears. Heart torn Because of such unbearable pain. Soul diminished In all the emotion being forced upon you. Mind confused As of what to do next. Faith being questioned Because you ask yourself, Why would you be given all this pain? What have you done to deserve this torture? The waterfall of tears Fall ever so gently Down your cheeks. Each droplet a portion of the pain Tearing at your body, Attempting to take control of your mind. The emotion mounding higher in you From all the stress, the worry, the pain... It makes you question yourself: What am I living for? With each sob wracking your che

Monster Inside by MidnightSun121, literature

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Monster Inside

The monster inside her weakens her Takes away the happiness of life, And her genuine smile, Replacing it with a fictitious, fake mask, Worn only in front of family and friends. It wears her down, from the inside out, A demon inside taking control of her body, Banishing her out, Making her feel as if she is a spectator in her own body… She is devoid of all content emotions: Happiness, joy, excitement. Yet the ruthless emotions stay, As if feeding the creature within each passing day: Heartbreak, pain, anger, fear… Walking in a vast expanse of darkness, All she can do is search, Day and night, For that small light ful

Heart Break by MidnightSun121, literature

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Heart Break

You sit there, Crying a waterfall of tears, Soaking the pillow under your head, Wishing for the pain to end… The world seems as if it's crashing down on you, All your focus is on making the regret, the heartbreak, the betrayal, Leave your soul through your tears… I've been there. Your heart feels abused and torn, Ripped out of your body, Leaving you gasping for breath, Because he once was your life line, your reason to live. Your love was toyed with by the boy you thought you knew, Who you thought was the one, Yet your heart was broken into pieces in the blink of an eye… I've been there. His face is all you see

The Butterfly Project by MidnightSun121, literature

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The Butterfly Project

This is a project I wanted to kind of start a whole fashion rage, but it probably won't.. Anyway, this is for all the self harmers and their supporters. Heres what you do: 1. When you feel like you want to cut, take a marker, pen, or sharpies and draw a butterfly on your arm or hand. 2. Name the butterfly after a loved one, or someone that really wants you to get better. 3. You must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it off. 4. If you cut before the butterfly is gone, you've killed it. If you dont cut, it lives. 5. If you have more than one butterfly, cutting kills all of them. 6. Another person may draw them on you. These

Love at First Sight by MidnightSun121, literature

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Love at First Sight

One glance, The smallest look in your direction, And I knew you were the one. The way my heart stopped when my eyes met yours, How I speechlessly gazed at you, When I couldn't even blink an eye, In fear of you disappearing In that one second, Becoming a figment of my imagination. The sparks between us flew instantly, And I knew it all pointed to love. I was a victim of Cupid and his toxic arrows. You were the one, My angel sent from above, My prince coming to save me on his steed, My sould mate who would stand by me everyday, My other half who would love everything that I am, The keeper of my chipped heart, Who would make it

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The Fault In Our Stars by sense-and-stupidity, literature

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The Fault In Our Stars

We almost died last week, and it wasn't like how you imagined it. There weren't flowers or tumors or hospital beds. It was just us two, gazing into the mirror, peering under our frayed edges, staring through the light to the place beyond, wondering what made perfection so unobtainable. Wondering how death could manage to be so much easier than life [floating on your back, no need for oars.] You may think I am a coward, but, darling, we are so strong, and it is all thanks to you. You soak up love. You breathe in life and let it travel through your bloodstream. Life is like a virus injected intravenously, fighting red blood cells and capillar

Kiss (n.) by cassyme, literature

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Kiss (n.)

Kiss (n.): A secure insecurity, A definite question, A warm chill, A scary comfort, A daring bound, And the best bad and confusing feeling that we, as humans, experience. Simply, by definition: A touch with the lips, as a sign of affection. But so much more than that. There's so much more to miss, Then, simply, A touch with the lips, as a sign of affection. But then I get to wondering to myself, Is it kissing I'm missing? Or, is it just kissing you?

If you come closer by dirtydancerforlife, literature

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If you come closer

Don't come closer,I'll fall in love. Stay away,I kill. This dagger in my hand shines so bright. It awakes a special thrill. But you came closer,I fell for you too fast. You're so close to me it hurts I trusted you too much, But words...They are just words. I want you to know my dreams, Hold them between your ribs. You own my every paper-cut, my wishes and my sins. I like to bury my head in your neck And feel your arms around me I like your fingers in my hair In these cold Decembers,you're my heat. I warned you-Stay away But I wanted you close. You pulled me to yourself You're my thorns and I am your rose. You're my naked t

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 21
United States
Deviant for 12 years
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just your average teen, on an adventure to find herself

Favourite Movies

Up, Titanic, Hunger Games

Favourite TV Shows

NCIS

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

A Day to Remember, The Ready Set, Nevershoutnever, Mayday Parade

Favourite Books

Hunger Games, Percy Jackson, Twilight, Eragon

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe, Rick Riordan, James Patterson

Favourite Games

Call of Duty, Just Dance

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-Box Kinect!

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Soccer, reading, writing, history

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MidnightSun121

Jan 20, 2014

Give Up

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i couldnt take the pain    the disappointment        the not being enough so i left walked away from it all and as i turned around taking one more glance before going god knows where i realized they were all actually happier without me i wasnt needed i wasnt wanted i was just an expendable piece a shadow in the way of their happiness they waited and waited for me to finally cave in and give up and thats just what i did i gave up

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MidnightSun121

Oct 14, 2013

Terrible Person

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yes, I'm a terrible person I lie I'm rude I'm annoying I'm rebellious I cant handle my feelings I'm lazy I'm selfish I dont worry about others I dont care about other peoples feelings I have my flaws but you know whats funny?    so does everyone else

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MidnightSun121

Oct 13, 2013

Missed Opportunity

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music blares voices flood out of the surrounding speakers and the stadium shakes with noise    the walls ready to crumble around us    as they rock from the commotion now this, this is home to me    the live bands        that sing until their voices give out        helping the hundreds of people        to forget about the rest of the world with just a guitar and words,   and fans joining together, uniting for the one love they share        belting out lyrics that they know by heart        because, at one point, it had touched their heart you stand beside me    your crystal eyes taking everything in        the same eyes that